the goddess of imaginary light

• i called out of work and hung out with alessia. we ended up hooking up and after we went for a drive and got into a car accident outside of my job. i had to go into my job to get help so they clearly knew i wasn’t sick. it turns out chrissy and john were my mom’s friends, so i had to have dinner with them too, awkward.
• awilda asked me, emily, and dj to be part of a cares for kids event, and it was upstate so we drove there and took along @iwillendyouinc. i had been to the place we went before, so we went exploring all together in between doing the charity stuff. the hotel we stayed at had an ice cream bar where people (mostly younger guys and girls my age) kept handing me love letters and asking me why i don’t love them back. i found a letter on the floor from the last time i had been there.
• we all went to see the perks of being a wallflower, and dj and i held hands but then youguysknowwho came and surprised us and sat behind us and watched with us.
• i got a text i really really wish was a real life text
• just as we were about to do the charity event, we couldnt find awilda, so everyone but me got into a cab to go home and then i found awilda and got stuck working with kerri from juniors on the damn project.

then i woke up.