December 2011
the last time i legitimately cried was november eleventh. i sat in the hallway at school and let everything wash over me. i let it happen for a few minutes, then i went and washed my face and sat back down as if nothing had happened. i was alone, save for a few kids i didn’t know, who barely glanced my way as they chatted on cellphones and typed on their laptops. it was better that way.
i...
“You have to question a cinematic culture which preaches artistic expression, and...”
– Ryan Gosling, in a letter protesting the NC-17 rating of ‘Blue Valentine’. The rating was based on one consensual sex scene, in which he performs cunnilingus on Michelle Williams.
(via feministhistorian)
a poem, by me.
in my bones i carry the loss, resentment, and anger of my past lives and sometimes it gets quite hard to breathe in these bones when they dig me up, what will they find among the diamond dust i have become?
nothing but a pile of unfinished letters/unfinished business and a cell phone open to a blank text with your name in the address bar where did you find me?
i was busy digging my own grave...
“There’s nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via brewthebrytea)
“I must learn more about these people-try to understand them, put myself in their...”
– Sylvia Plath (via fuck-yeah-sylvia-plath)
“I do not love; I do not love anybody except myself. That is a rather shocking...”
– Sylvia Plath (via fuck-yeah-sylvia-plath)
“It was as if what I wanted to kill wasn’t in that skin or the thin blue pulse...”
– Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar (via fuck-yeah-sylvia-plath)
jesisfine:
i didnt save my game and the ps3 turned off. my life is a waste. i am going to kill myself.
if you kill yourself, leave the nick and norah dvd to aj so he can give it back to me. you have my dvd, he has my book. i need you guys to both take care of my babies because i am obsessed with n&n. for your birthday i will buy you the dvd, or sooner, because didn’t your birthday...
books books books!
out of the 5 books i have pre-ordered, i could only bring myself to cancel one and re-order it as a kindle edition, for reasons:
i have 2 pretty little liars books pre-ordered- one is coming in jan and one is coming in june. the thing is, i own physical copies of every PLL book… so to get the next two on kindle would bother me
i pre-ordered john green’s new book… the hardcover...
"weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in...
identity is a fickle thing. you think you know who you are, and then *snap* it changes. it could be over time really, and you don’t notice. it creeps upon you like tiny embers until it is at once an all encompassing fire breathing dragon with a flower in her hair.
night tempts you to drink her in and you wonder where the good girl inside you went/when is she coming back? who invited in the...
“I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.”
– Sylvia Plath (via faerie-floss)
“From my rotting body, flowers shall grow, and I am in them, and that is...”
– Edvard Munch (via moldavia)
so there are no good disney on ice dates for my birthday… now i am back to square one. it’s going to be dead of winter (february first) so there’s not much i can do. please don’t suggest anything, i want to plan it myself! and while we’re on the subject i do NOT want clothes, because i like to pick out my clothes on my own. i actually don’t want much of anything...
so..
i really want to see titanic in 3d (even though i DETEST 3d) but i’m already getting annoyed at the part where she promises to never let go… and then she lets go. and i know its supposed to be all metaphorical and everything but it still pisses me off. plus i don’t know who’d go with me and i know i will be crying like a baby the whole time. like when everyone treats jack...
